Well, I’m playing EverQuest again.

It really is a solid game. Just wish they’d update the graphics, complete overhaul, to EQ2’s graphics.

Put in some applications today too. That was fun. Whole three minutes of pressing “APPLY” and getting my email spammed.

Wish I could get all the way out of this depression, but the only thing that is keeping me depressed now is loneliness. And that’s not something I can fix on my own. Know who I’d like to help me, but I wouldn’t ask her to right now. Not with me like this, or her dealing with her own drama.

Then again if she asked me I’d probably accept. But that’s even less likely to happen than me asking her.

Wish there were intelligent, unique single women near me. Could care less about appearances as long as I don’t go blind. Because while I am a superficial asshole, I’m not that superficial. Hell, look at my track record. None of them 10’s in anyone’s book but mine, because so much more goes into beauty than looks to me.

I’ll get into that more later though. Need to eat.

Music soothes.

Meh.

-D